Straight from the heart...

Thursday, November 10, 2005

A genre to commence the journey...
Well finally the words found a way out of my personal diary onto the net!And I am a blogger...
Let me embark upon this blog by reincarnating myself, my life and my passions...

Let me start off with a very famous n well said quote by Mr.William,
"All the world's a stage,
And all the men and women merely players;
They have their exits and their entrances;
And one man in his time plays many parts."

I am, just like many others, a young soul trying to explore the implications and manifestations of all the roles that I am playing on this mighty stage...that of a daughter, a student, a friend, a sister, and most importantly a learner...Many more other important roles yet to be played by me..I guess the list will keep growing..

My life..revolves around an aesthetically good looking campus and a beautifully built hostel; and more importantly among a set of friends galore..This life undeniably has its own charm and flip sides as well.But it is here that I have realised the bounty and chroma of the most intimate relations by staying apart from the subjects..

I still remember when I was a kid the number of arguments and nags I used to have with my parents, my brother and my best friend back in school.But when I left home, came to stay here, i realised that a single phone call from Daddy or Mummy or brother, a single piece of communication with the childhood friend, the filling up with ardent emotions of my grandma when she hears my voice..it all beams up my day.And I have realised that there are some relations which define me..and are inseparable from me...

Sometimes my thoughts trail down to a few years back.The cute feeling of coming first in class to grab the little performance shield and exhibit it proudly in front of my parents, the climbing up on the terrace just to see the sunset, the making of cards and writing verses for my pallies on friendship day, the naughty hen-pecks of my elder brother, the and most beautifully the dream of being the top singer, orator, dancer, piano player, writer and academic performer all at the same time!!

Big dream...like the stars above; but the clouds of practicality have overshadowed all the small and exquisite things which are close to my heart..Thoughts are intense.
But the situation at present is more described by this: My words fly up, my thoughts remain below. Words without thoughts never to heaven go.
I hope my thoughts gain buoyancy some day... :)

I came across a book a few days ago; The 80-20 principle; which has depicted an 80-20 relationship in the inputs and outputs in all spheres of life; right from a managerial problem to a relationship..something like 80% of your felicity n happiness is governed by 20% of the people in your life..also that we spend 80% of our time doing only 20% of the things that are meaningful to us as persons belonging to the age and freternity where the dreams soar high...
True..isn't it.

The application of solutions to maximization is where the job gets tricky.. :D

Nevertheless I am set thinking..that but once a person is blessed with this lovely gift of life..why not ornament it with the core " me "..who is not afraid of tomorrow,who does not brood over yesterday; but lives completely in the today..explores and enjoys the smallest of gifts which hide the largest of happiness inside...

I wish to break that cocoon someday...and fly free...